-
two extremely powerful, painfully revealing lessons from God this weekend:

one. "you are never more like satan than when full of pride"
how painfully humbling to think that my behavior like that of satan most of the time. in my desire to always be right, always win, never be wrong, and never apologize...i am actually reflecting the characteristics and attributes of satan.

two. "do know what you are saying about the blood and power of jesus if you won't forgive and trust? you're saying his blood wasn't good enough to cleanse you. that he isn't powerful enough to protect you."
when i begin to believe that i am not good enough or not really worth anybodys time, or in my pride believe that god doesn't actually care about me asking foregiveness, then i have reached a point in which my actions tell god that he lacks the perfect power to forgive, heal, and protect.

these leave me overwhelmed. completely overwhelmed with truth.

Comments

Post a Comment

Popular posts from this blog

Know Your Value

-
Image
Value. def// to hold in high regard; to be worthy, to be useful to something or someone. It's amazing how quickly I am lost trying to find this endless, and equally, unreachable attribute. And it's an interesting thought, an attribute; for they are exactly that--something attributed to me. Something credited it me before I ever existed in this world. Something innately a part of my being. I have value. As a human. As a woman. As a daughter, a sister, a friend, a student, a social worker, and maybe even one day as a wife, and a mother. I forget this quite often. More honestly it is simply, repeatedly, and usually purposefully forgotten. It's scary. And heavy. To think that I must earn, or maintain, being valued. On the other hand, it's hard, very, very, hard to accept that something so rich and wonderful as this attribute that was literally knit into me -- my body, mind, heart, even my very soul. And yours too, for that matter. I often think of C.S.Lewis w
Read more
-
"And He has said to me, 'My grace is sufficient for you, for power is perfected in weakness.' Therefore, most gladly, I would rather boast about my weaknesses, so that the power of Christ may dwell in me." I heard this verse a couple weeks ago during a sermon and have wrestled and pondered it since. It logically goes against most ideologies that most people believe. It completely goes against everything I believe, from a humanistic, earthly perspective. I am a highly competitive freak...pounding the life out of the other side is one of the qualities I pride myself in. The idea of being weak, vulnerable, or a 'target' is simply unacceptable. But not in God's eyes; but interestingly, as I began to ponder and wrestle with the idea...God revealed some interesting things about His character, and about weakness vs. power. So, I begin then...what is the power of Christ? What is this power that is gained from weakness? This power that is so desired, that Paul is w
Read more