The Fear of Healing.
Over the past few months God has been using changes and transitions in my life to continue unearthing many painful truths and challenge me to unleash them. Not too long ago, I posted a quote from a women's surfing book that I recently read; the author quoted a section from the writings of 'Conversations with God' which basically stated - "all human actions are driven at the deepest level by one of two emotions, fear or love." I was dumbfounded by the depth of this statement...and how evident this truth was in my life. For as long as I can remember, all meaningful and important decisions in my life have been dictated by fear (on some level). 'What if I'm not good enough', 'what if I'm not cool enough', 'what if I look like a fool', 'what if I make a mistake', 'what if I fail', 'what if people laugh, or worse leave' are questions that have plagued my mind since as early as elementary school; as I have gotte